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Haha holy shit i forgot that i ever had one of these !! and the other day i was going through all my old emails i found one about mindsay and i decided to log back in and look at all my old blogs ... and can i just ask why someone didn't tell me to shut the fuck up and grow up !?! hahah every single entry was basically about how i hate everyone and my life !! but it's okay because that was four years ago and im 18 now so everythings a bit different now haha im in college but i think it's really funny just to go back and read them and see how everything has changed ..

 

i dont know why im writing in this right now because to be honest i dont think anyone really uses mindsay anymore because myspace and facebook have taken over the world but hey its still fun to update : )

Im used to being disappointed.. so i shouldnt be crying right now. . . i should be use to this feeling

I am feeling depressed

0mg summer jam saturday night was SOO much fun!! .. okay so ill recap then night haha its kinda long lol So i went to get my nails done earlier that day and then met up with jasmine.. jasmine came back here and we picked out my outfit and shizz lol and then jasmine hada go back to her house so she could get her clothes and all that stuff.. and then she came back and we all started getting ready it was wicked funny so then at like 230ish we went and picked up steven and erique and then came back to my house me and jasmine started and intense game of ghetto ping pong again and i think steven and erique both got hit i dont rememberlol but yeah it got too hott so we stopped playing then the limo came at about 3ish it was wicked nice.. the limo and brittney showed up at like the same time as the limo lol so then we all got in it was wicked nice inside lol but it was fuckin 8 million degrees and so we put the AC lol then we realized we had like a deffective limo like all the buttons didn work and shit we tried to open the sun roof and it wouldnt work and then the driver hada put up the little wall thing cuz our button didn work haha . . . the whole way there we pretty much took pics and laughed and like listened to music.. the driver got lost.. that was a blast stopping at like a furniture store hahaha and then we got back on the high way and i was lookni out the window and fuckn erique and steven scared the shit outta me finally we got there and there were like shitloads of people there and like girls that werent that pretty in like xtra mini skirts it was pretty sick lol.. so then we all took our seats we were all seperated tho cuz 2 of us were up front in the VIP box and then the other 4 were in regular seats like a few sections back everyone hada wicked good time.. there was some guy infront of me and steven and he like high or somethin and he was dancing it was soo funny so pretty ricky amerie mashonda brooke valentine bobby valentino and some other random guy were all up first and then the show started gettin wicked good when TI came out hes was wicked good and then busta rhymes came out holy shittt hes fuckin awesome he was like the best one there.. then all the other people came out the game and snoop dog.. i thought snoop dog kinda suckeddd but idk i liked drop it like its hott thats about it lol and then i was so pissed because i thought it was over and everyone started leavin but i hadnt seen don omarrrr and so finally some guy was like woah woah woah wheres everyone going were not done and don omar came outttt!! i was so happy lol then we all went back to the limo and fell asleep on each other.. then we came back to my house and everyone ate my poptarts haha and then they left andi went to bed and it was jus an awesome nighhht

I knew everything seemed to good to be true..
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YAAAAY

I HAD AN AWESOME DAY !!!

I TALKED TO MY FRIEND AND EVERYTHING IS COOL NOW =)

God i fuckin hate drama im so sick of this shit.. so i liked this kid a lot and i found out he liked me too and shit but im friends with his ex who hes still friends with and she like flipped out and shes pissed at both of us and she wont even talk to him or look at him and she deosnt wanna be his friend anymore i feel like such an ass because its all my fault i feel so horrible if their friendship gets ruined because of me i would feel like the biggest bitch and i dont think he likes me anymore or idk but all i know is i like him and if he dont like me then ugh idk it would suck lol

well ill update laterr =/

Hahaha i had the fuckin best night tonight

Well britt came and got me around 4ish and then we went back to her house for a long as time and got ready for the club it was wicked funny i like signed her walls and shit... and then we left to go get jasmine and sal and we waited in the car for them for about 10 minuts and saw steven run across tha street lol .. then i hada pee so fuckin bad so i went into jasmines  house to pee and then we left for the club.. doing 90 down the high way hahah we got there so early..

So  we get in there and like no one is dancing and i see shit loads of people i know so were all jus talkin and then we started dancing and shit omg it was so fuckin hott it was like 90 million degrees in there.. and then two guys like sandwiched me between them and neither of them could dance it was horrible.!!! me and all tha girlies went into the cages we were dancin for all the mennn lol it was wicked fun

so then its like 1145 and jasmine and brittney were out dancing and i was dancin with steven and we were talkin and all of a sudden a huge fight started all these guys started kickin the shit outta each other and steven tried to push me back so i wouldnt get hit .. so i was leaning against the bar and he was like infront of me sorta and this guy on the side came outta no where and in an attempt to punch the guy everyone was beating up HE HIT ME i got friggen punched in the face!! my lip is like a little bit cut now but its all good.. it was scary tho cuz i thought i was gunna like dieeee!!

then we left a little bit after that and the car ride had to be the best.. me jasmine and steven were in the back resting on each otha haha and get this brittney fuckin RUNS OVER A CAT!! omg i cried i was laughing so hard.. i know its not funny but hahaha u hada be there she freaked out...alrightttt well im home now and im fuckin tired and my legs hurt so im gunna go

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im bored.. i went shopping today : )
then i came home and scanned pics onto my computer i have a wicked cute one of me i wish i could like post pics on this blog thinger hmm anyone know how!?